AAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay, I feel better after getting out that "cyber scream". This morning was not the best of mornings, I've noticed that I get slower in the mornings and thus have been late everyday so far this week. Being late does not sit well with me, especially to work. Though I work with great people who are very understanding. And I have a great husband who sweetly hides in his closet while I go on a rampage around the house and eventually flying out the door not knowing if everything is fasten, buckled, turned in the right direction. It's like a tornado really.

Anyways, my attitude could be better this morning and we're working on it moment by moment. I am swollen today which is one of those third trimester bummers. I am trying to change my perspective to say if I'm swelling up then something must be happening and Matthew is getting ready. Sounds good, huh? I found myself today in my quiet time realizing that my perspective needed to change. I have been saying I'm ready for a long time, but God told me "If you were ready don't you think he would have come?" Well, that convicted me so I changed my prayer to God, prepare me in your way to get ready for Matthew.

We have our appointment today which I'm grateful for so that we can know what is happening. I'm thinking I'm having more contractions than normal, but not sure. All I know is something is happening that is different than before. Pray for progress to be found at our appointment.

Swollen feet, stretch marks (just now developing, we were doing so well), big belly, etc...these are a few of my favorite things, as long as they bring a healthy boy!!!

Love you all and thanks for your continued support. May I give an extra personal shout out and thank you to my dear husband David, who truly is my anchor in life and knows me better than anyone and loves me despite what he knows. Thank you David for your sweet spirit and excited encouragement. You bless me daily.